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Land of the Living

by Eleanor Underhill

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fakeplasticpete My awesome local radio station played 4 songs from this album starting with "Gambling" on the New Music set and I was hooked. WVIA in Scranton, PA Favorite track: Gambling.
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1.
It wasn’t always easy I did some things wrong I guess I did it for the songs Didn't think it’d take too long Didn't think too much at all We just barely knew what we were doing Just trying to get a shoe in No-one can say we didn’t try Montana hailstorms Missouri floods American dive bars And Irish Pubs Remember that time when you couldn’t stop laughing? I took it all for granted Running through the same old grooves I wore them out we wore them out too No-one can say we didn’t try Didn’t we have fun? Didn’t we love the road we were on? Didn’t we have fun? Didn’t we have fun? Didn’t we love the road we were on? Didn’t we have fun? Didn’t we have fun? In the middle of the night I watched the stars I wrote poems to the screaming of train cars Couldn’t be happy Couldn't find content All the while wondering what’s wrong with my sentiment ‘Cause looking back we had quite an adventure Memories I hold forever And no-one can say we didn’t try No-one can say we didn’t try No-one can say we didn’t try Didn’t we have fun? Didn’t we love the road we were on? Didn’t we have fun? Didn’t we have fun? Didn’t we love the road we were on? Didn’t we have fun? Didn’t we have fun?
2.
Gambling 04:26
Black silhouettes of trees Orange lit sky Broken harmonies Are all I have tonight Chasing the sun And blinded by the light Oh, always on the run But I never get it right I been staring for a while At the sleet spinning off a rear wheel tire And the gas light blinking on Oh my mind got caught inside the rambling I guess I’m into gambling Oh, into gambling Destination is a tease And the moment fleeting I became the breeze But I knew not what its meaning Only long-term memories Oh, and endless, mindless rambling Gas light blinking on So I guess I’m gambling, yeah Been staring for a while At the sleet spinning off a rear wheel tire And the gas light blinking on Oh my mind got caught inside the rambling I guess I’m into gambling Oh, ah
3.
I have no flowers for you No perfect illustrations No new songs to play We've all been passed around like swingers There's no love and no loyalty And I have no gleaming, sleek, and able body Don't do too much gracefully Working with a wounded mind that's feeble, meek, and dumbed-down caustically And I have no flowers for you Save them for when we're through 'Cause this strange chemistry It's made a host of me Got no media, no money, no letters of persuasion No good things to say No purpose and no focus With insights like ivy Like a lighthouse on an empty sea And I have no flowers for you Save them for when we're through 'Cause this strange chemistry It's made a host of me Of me Got no media, no money, no letters of persuasion No good things to say Oh, no purpose and no focus But insights like ivy Like a lighthouse on an empty sea And I have no flowers for you Save them for when we're through 'Cause this strange chemistry It's made the most of me Of me, of me, of me, of me
4.
No one man can be my everything I'm a free bird, you know that I've got to sing I need to fly away, I've got spread my wings You can't keep me in, keep me in a ring I'm a woman that runs with the wolves I'm a woman that runs with the wolves I'm a woman that runs with the wolves You barely get me and I know that you barely will But we keep on trying, keep trying to no avail Now I'm ready to go, I'm ready to do my thing Put me in, I'm going into the ring I'm a woman that runs with the wolves I'm a woman that runs with the wolves I'm a woman that runs with the wolves I'm a woman that runs with the wolves I'm a woman that runs with the wolves I'm a woman that runs with the wolves
5.
Taking my time Right in the middle of life Taking my time Right in the middle of life Taking my time Right in the middle of life Taking my time Washed down like streams into rivers into flatlands into deltas twirling up crystals in this blackwater mirk of life. It’s in the messiness of life that we live. She’s out dancing freely and I can’t be afraid to travel deeper into the recesses of truth. Judgement will come in flickers, not the big one.
6.
She worked hard in school Did what she was supposed to do Got a student loan Found work on her own But the debt wouldn’t quit Once the hard times hit She was deep in the hole Didn’t know how far it’d go She put on that yellow and red Holding back tears this is what she said I thought it’d be easier than this I thought it’d take less time than it did I thought I’d know for sure what I was looking for But that ain’t how it is, no, that ain’t how it is A soldier comes home from war To what he’d been fighting for A wife and a new baby A farmhouse on a dead-end street ‘Cause while he was away Her heart went astray For someone who could be around There when she was feeling down He packed a suitcase and lit a cigarette After all I been through, this is what I get? I thought it’d be easier than this I thought it’d take less time than it did I thought I’d know for sure what I was looking for But that ain’t how it is, no, that ain’t how it is A woman of elder age She climbs onto stage Her voice trembles a shakes As she reads from the page ‘Cause after all these years She lands the leading role The playbill and the curtain call Are what she’s been waiting for Her name lit up in rose and yellow light And she brings the house down with a smile, thinking I thought it’d be easier than this I thought it’d take less time than it did I thought I’d know for sure what I was looking for But that ain’t how it is, no, that ain’t how it is
7.
Buzzards fly around And an old man sits in his yard By five, large garbage bags of soda cans His crooked truck now corrodes From riding down these flooded roads The windows are open to the windy land House propped up from the ground Rusted barns falling down Red buds and pitch black mud fertile from the seas And loblolly pines And yucca plants in the woods And climbing yellow jessamine vines on the trees On the way to Engelhard, On the way to Engelhard On the way to Engelhard, On the way to Engelhard And now and then there come the smells From the piles of oyster shells Or fish rotting by the road below the sun Turtles upon every log Rising from their shiny ditch Of glistening waters on their wayward run On the way to Engelhard, On the way to Engelhard On the way to Engelhard, On the way to Engelhard But the water has been overfished The downtown is all run down The one doctor of the town is getting old The dump must be getting high The trees that once reached to the sky are gone And the farms are getting larger, and larger, oh Things I thought would always stay I see changing out this way There’s something very special that I feel here But little can be done There’s no borders beneath the sun So all I do is kiss the ground and come back Every year
8.
March On 04:04
Ooo You had it right before It’s walking out your door Can’t trust your heart no more Buried in the present Of your twisted up past Let’s make the good times last I feel the foot upon My throat but i can;t run Soul is coming undone Who will it be when the curtain falls? Bodies crooked, crumbling We march on My want to heal stumbling We march Hunt for what is coming Oooo Who will it be when the curtain falls? Oooo Who will it be when the curtain falls? Who is hiding behind When the curtain will rise Or fall with rising tides Who will it be when the curtain falls? March like angry sparrows We march on In these mountain narrows We march Sharpening our arrows Ooo Who will it be when the curtain falls? Ooo We march on, we march on, we march on Who will be when the curtain falls?
9.
There’s a seed blowing in the wind. Does it feel at home? There’s a prisoner locked inside dying to roam You got just one life to live and it’s “survival of the fit” He’s got a hole in his soul and he’s hoping that she fits, mmm It is better to love blindly, or to calculate? She was beaten down by trying and he just walked away It was crooked line you walked just a little too straight It’s too much all the time, it’s too little too damn late And sometimes you can’t tell Sometimes you know too well It’s a hard pill to swallow with matters of the heart But things come together and they fall apart Oh, they fall apart, yeah And sometimes you can’t tell And sometimes you know too well It’s a hard pill to swallow with matters of the heart But things come together and they fall apart They fall apart They fall apart They fall, they fall apart, they fall apart, they fall apart, they fall There’s a seed blowing in the wind. Does it feel at home?
10.
This web of meaning I have woven I’m caught in the fog of it all These ghosts inside my head Remnants of the past I’m setting them free at last I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts Locked up in my body Locked inside my mind Locked in the day-to-day grind But I’m a magician Making love out of nothing And making hope into something I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts I’m bringing down the ghosts
11.
Branded 05:02
You got to learn to live alone before you earn my love You got to know what road you’re on to rise above And loving you was never that easy But leaving you now is what’s killing me You’re branded on my soul, I’m on my knees Have mercy on me baby cause I’m in need I’ve been branded by love gone wrong But you can’t help when love is gone No, you can’t tell what’s going on Til all of the love has gone I thought you were the only one to understand me But you were the only one to demand of me And now you’re branded on my soul and in my knees You told me what to do, how to think, and who to be Forever changed how I love and how I see Yeah, all these years gone by and all I have is defeat I’ve been branded by love gone wrong But you can’t help when love is gone No, you can’t tell what’s going on Til all of the love has gone But you can’t hold me Your arms ain’t big enough No, you can’t love me Your heart ain't big enough This blossom willing to bloom And you will be missing it all soon
12.
So much at stake So much break down The chemicals are beautiful I'm in love with my habit My safety net is luring me down Come back to greater lands when we had greater plans And maybe I was born at the right time But now I feel like I'm running behind Behind the mark, under the radar I need to tell myself “I am magnificent” But the truth I can barely tell myself Touched with beautiful colors But the truth I can barely tell myself Touched with beautiful colors Touched with beautiful colors But the truth I can barely tell myself Touched with beautiful colors He's a hero without a cause too busy to have the blues Creek rising even though the sun is shining Gotta break this bad news My safety net is calling me Come back to greater lands when we had greater plans, potentially So much at stake So much break down I'm in love with my habit I'm in love with my habit I'm in love with my hey Touched with beautiful colors Touched with beautiful colors Touched with beautiful colors Touched with beautiful colors Will the past serve you well? Overwhelmed with possibilities Captivated my the mysteries Frightened by the misery Gifted as they come, coming undone Touched with beautiful colors Touched with beautiful colors Touched with beautiful colors Touched with beautiful colors
13.
When I return to the land of the living I reach out these hands these hands that I’ve been given From the weight of the rocks and bones These nails that have been driven This shade has been passed down for generations But I return, I return, I return into the land of the living Into the land of the living Into the land of the living Into the land of the living Into the land of the living And I have fallen, I have failed, I have been broken I retell the story, the story with forgiveness, yes And I don’t need your permission, no, no, no As I return, I return, I return into the land of the living Into the land of the living Into the land of the living Into the land of the living Into the land of the living I jump, I run, I dance I jump, I run, I dance I jump, I run, I dance I jump, I run Into the land of the living I jump, I run, I dance Into the land of the living I jump, I run, I dance Into the land of the living I jump, I run, I dance Into the land of the living Into the land of the living Into the land of the living Into the land of the living...

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released August 7, 2020

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Eleanor Underhill Asheville, North Carolina

Eleanor Underhill is a singer, songwriter, and banjoist based in Asheville, NC. After almost a decade of touring Underhill detoured on an ambitious solo journey into the musical unknown. The result is Navigate the Madness--a unique and eclectic record that is 100% Underhill. In 2020 Underhill released her sophomore solo effort, Land of the Living. On the horizon, her third album, Got it Covered. ... more

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