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Navigate the Madness

by Eleanor Underhill

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1.
I am a soldier who forgot the war I can’t remember what I was fighting for I turned 32 on the 4th of July Caught in a dream with thunderstorm skies These jaded trees hang all over me I got nothing left to say, nothing left to believe No more lies left to tell myself In an imperfect world I’m your perfect girl I was blessed in Atlanta on a Saturday night It felt kinda special but a little too late I drive a hundred miles just to get a step ahead Now you tell me darling does that seem worth it I realized there’s nothing there No reason worth knowing I realized there’s nothing there No reason worth showing I realized there’s nothing there No reason worth knowing I realized there’s nothing there No reason for coming or going I am a soldier lost at sea Looking for direction on the ocean breeze But nobody hears the story of a boat that sinks All washed up or on the brink
2.
I dreamed that we watched the sun From the school yard stadium The children were unravelling The lions tried to take me out But I fought back and stood my ground Then the plane came crashing down Stranger things have come Scratching at my door Stranger things have come Waltzing on my floor Stranger things have come before The farmhouse it was Victorian The votes were counted one by one And I couldn’t sleep a gain We got into Dublin really late Shutters thick with white oil paint The black piano taught me how to play A mournful melody
3.
The situation grew riskier As my heart grew heavier And I know you were pissed and hurt And dragged my name on through the dirt But you know it was not my plan I was caught up with kin with a heavy hand And I hope that you can understand That I didi my best in the circumstance But I never meant to say goodbye to you my dear No I never meant to say goodbye to you Now there’s three sides to every story One for you and one for me You can rant and rave about how I’ve behaved If that’s what you want to do But the third side comes from way up high From a bird’s eye view We’re all criminals for our own desires That my friend is true But I never meant to say goodbye to you my dear No I never meant to say goodbye to you I never meant for it to end this way But we all had dreams and bills to pay You know I want the best for you babe That’s what I think and that’s what I say And I can still see your name in neon lights Your voice like an angel in the night With a harp and a fiddle strung You know it sounds so right But I never meant to say goodbye to you my dear No I never meant to say goodbye to you no no
4.
Hard to Find 04:41
White dress red wine I don’t mind a little stain I put my soul on the line I’m getting used to the strain And it’s hard to find Time to sit down for a meal anymore It’s hard to find Time to stare up at the stars It’s hard to find Time to drive to the Carolina shore And without you I’d never go Summer brought her a diamond The words glimmered my phone Her friends working the crowds But she will never be alone But it’s hard to find A faith unbending And it’s hard to find A love unending And it’s hard to find Graceful aging Though we know all things must change In the shadow of the greatest Generation this country knew Dimly lit with simple oil The youth struggles to shine through ‘Cause it’s hard to find Someone who knows their rights anymore It’s hard too find A good song on the radio And it’s hard to find regard for death or war It’s just another day on the news White dress red wine I don’t mind a little stain I put my soul on the line I’m getting used to the strain
5.
There’s a hole in my heart where the wind blows in I listened to Radiohead and cried, I cried There’s a hole in my home where the wind blows in And it rained on the night that you died I work five jobs just to pay the bills I work them so I can catch some thrills oh boy I work five jobs but can I keep them till I’m far gone over the hill I’ve got the cold wind blues Got the cold wind blues And I make my list just to get the gist Of all the stuff I got to do, oh my God I make my list but the stuff I miss Will be written for evermore I’ve got the cold wind blues Got the cold wind blues Well I want our love and I want what’s good I hope that is understood my dear Yes I want our love but I fear my heart Ain’t acting the way that it should ‘Cause I got the cold wind blues Got the cold wind blues
6.
Let me go now She couldn’t fly She couldn’t fight She couldn’t stay She couldn’t wait She’s walking into the unknown She’s walking into the unknown She’s walking in She’s walking into the unknown She’s walking into the unknown She’s walking in She couldn’t fly She couldn’t fight She couldn’t stay
7.
Quit all the jobs I’d known Sell off those things I don’t need no more Say goodbye to all my friends Before I head west again Put new strings on my guitar Fix the fence in my backyard Finish off that bottle of old vine zin Guess I’m ready to head west again There’s a song that must be sung But the words are lost upon my tongue There’s a feeling I can’t name Everything seems the same and yet undone I guess not much has changed Mountains of ancient blue Sing a song so old To me so new I didn’t know how much I’d miss you Before I headed west again Now I read between the lines Of letters typed upon a glowing screen The ones that I adore and the ones that I ignore It seems so strange and so cruel I’ll shake my neighbors helping hand My lover’s touch so welcoming I’ll lick my wounds and count my wins Before I head west again
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9.
We stand in a glass room and watch the mountains burning Help was on the way but the table are a turning Drain money from the schools and we’re all unlearning From this great a distance it’s a little less concerning ‘Cause it’s alright I’ve got notifications Sounds in my pocket Attention must be paid I’ve got a new distraction It’s giving me satisfaction I’m getting used to this Tickertape charade We’re gathered ‘round the fire And blinded by the flames Afraid of what’s beyond The darkness has no name If we could step away Our eyes begin to clear How ever will we get there If we’re tying here ‘Cause it’s alright I’ve got notifications Sounds in my pocket Attention must be paid I’ve got a new distraction It’s giving me satisfaction I’m getting used to this Tickertape charade
10.
The days were long and the world was mad There’s poison in the water dumbing us down There’s men with guns loose on the town Nobody can stand up, no-one can get up And it breaks my heart It tears it all apart And it turns me blue I beg you Please don’t kill my friends anymore Seems money has the means to rise above Maybe you can really buy love And bigotry is still trying t fly But I say live and let racism die ‘Cause it breaks my heart It tears it all apart And it turns me blue I beg you Please don’t kill my friends anymore
11.
I can tell by looking baby, you ain’t doing so good And I know nobody in this world is understood ‘Cause you had wished me bad while I had wished you good If I could wish back what we had, you know I would But you’re too scared to show Your genius on the radio You think they’ll never get it but you never know So what’s the harm in trying It’s better than just sitting and crying I thought the whole point was the flow But I can tell by looking baby, you ain’t doing so good And I know nobody in this world is understood ‘Cause you had wished me bad while I had wished you good If I could wish back what we had, you know I would You know I would You know I would You know I would You know I would You asked me how I was, I said I’m alright I don’t feel like myself these days but I can get through the night You know what they say, out of sight out of mind Well, I’d like to get you back in my life when you go the time Can you tell by looking baby, I ain’t doing so good You should know nobody in this world is understood ‘Cause you had wished me bad while I had wished you good If I could wish back what we had, you know I would
12.
First Frost 05:21
Half-moon on an October day No good songs on the radio There’s a suitcase that will not travel It wonders what it was made for But there’s a new guitar on the horizon And a banjo rolls gently on the breeze But the warm tones of King Cole and Simone Say it best It’s the first frost of the year The last summer dust flies through the sky And it’s too late to give up But to early to say goodbye And the good girls have all gone out to pasture And the though ones call all the shots I wish I knew which one I was but I do not But I know that every verse needs words to turn you on And every chorus needs a lot of voices to sing along Sing along

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An adventurous debut solo album by Asheville artist, Eleanor Underhill.

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released October 6, 2018

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Eleanor Underhill Asheville, North Carolina

Eleanor Underhill is a singer, songwriter, and banjoist based in Asheville, NC. After almost a decade of touring Underhill detoured on an ambitious solo journey into the musical unknown. The result is Navigate the Madness--a unique and eclectic record that is 100% Underhill. In 2020 Underhill released her sophomore solo effort, Land of the Living. On the horizon, her third album, Got it Covered. ... more

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